In open fields of wildflowers
she breathes the air and flies away
she thanks her Jesus for the daiseys and the roses
in no simple language...
sitting silent wearing sunday best
the sermon echoes through the walls
a great salvation calls to the people
who stare into nowhere and can't feel the chains on their souls.
seems to easy to call you savior
not close enough to call you God
so let us sit and think of the words I can't mention
to show my devotion
I want to fall in love with you...

sometimes i wonder if i'm capable of love
at times i feel like a prisoner
and maybe it's because i won't let go
because i'm also the guard with the key in hand
i long to embrace a greater calling - an awesome role in the story
but maybe i'm trying to play the hero even though Jesus already is
or maybe i'm just part of the general cast, or worse, the scenary?
i don't know - i don't have the answers
but today i made an observation: rain and sweat both make you wet
but one starts from the outside and works it's way in
the other does just the opposite

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick and think of you
Turning in circles confusion is nothing new
Flashback to warm nights almost left behind
Suitcase of memories, time after

Sometimes you picture me, I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear what you have said
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
Time after time

Ode To The One

All I have left of you are memories
sweet smiles and green miles
far and few between
the rough roads and rainstorms

There comes a time when all word lose their meaning
and that time is now - so i'll just let my words be few
cause there's no promise I could make or keep to change what's between us
but i can sing this song:

There's a part of you that lives in me that will never be swept away
There's an art in you that draws in me and brings color to my day
There's a rhyme about you that rings a bell and helps me know that you are true
There's a hope in you that surpasses time and gives me reason to go on
There's a faith in you that gives me trust and brings out the best in me
There's a love in you that runs so deep it makes me love you too

But it's time to face the truth
I will never be with you
My one and only you